pattern me up by ~tanzanite

tuesday afternoon lovers in a past lifetuesday afternoon by ~tanzanite
So, we're sitting here again
Talking to each other
what it'd be like to discover
our greatest of dreams
the happiness, the peak of life
and it won't ever happen
I keep those thoughts back
"They're just dreams remember…"
Isn't that always what you told me?
And when reality hits
It's all gonna turn to shit
I can't help but think
What if you let it happen?
But that won't ever happen
Drunk together on a Tuesday again
sharing our deepest thoughts
And I'm losing my thoughts again
you have the innocence of a child
Who's just killed his mother
And I feel all your pain
like you were stabbing me in the heart


walk away The look in my eyes scares myself sometimeswalk away by ~tanzanite
Too close to home and much too close to the truth
I liked you once and then I remember when you looked at me
I looked at you and your eyes cut like paper to my skin
Take me away, where nothing matters anymore
We can pretend it never happened and we never saw it
I knew the pain, but we let it happen anyway
Keep me close to your heart and away from myself
It was just a thought, the way I felt when I was with you
I still feel that look and will never forget it
It was the day you said goodbye, but not with words
I don't want to see those eyes, or hear that voice again
I left with my heart in